Off!

Yet another day spent slacking at home.. I took another day's leave from work just to make sure I am fully recovered. Had some weird giddy spell last nite. I gotta admit I'm some sort prone to giddy spells.. whereby I get this constricted feeling in my chest and darkness sort of steals over me. But that normally happens when I miss my meals or when my blood glucose level is low.. or so I thought. Maybe I'm anaemic..I don't know.

I spent some part of today looking for jobs online and in the classified. And I remembered jeslyn offered me a job in a bank with her last time.. she's gonna call the bank tmr. Hopefully we can get the job.. Cos I already made up my mind to quit this one. I keep thinking of quitting it during the day.. and I dream of quitting it while sleeping. So yes, maybe I should really quit it. It's a pity though.. It pays quite well. $7/hr for normal office hours and $8/hr for OT. But it comes at the price of lying and misrepresentation. I'm required to represent myself as the client instead if my real identity as a housing agent just so that we can have a faster means of closing the deal. That plus a lot of other stuff.. they have a shady way of doing business and it makes me feel uncomfortable. I sure hope what I see now is not how everyone does business outside. There's so little integrity involved.

So yes.. I should quit. It'll be hard especially since my boss has been rather kind towards me. But I've made my decision.. shall break the news to him tmr. Wish me luck.